in a random rambling mood, so this is a long post.
so at CF council yesterday more than half a dozen people expressed concern that I have been too busy, and that i looked tired out of late. it's wonderful to have people show love for you, especially fellow believers in Christ. thanks everybody.
and because i have been so tired looking of late, I even got a surprise blue FBT shirt as a present from bangkok just to cheer me up!! It's super cool cos 1. FBT shirts are like how comfortable and 2. blue's like my all time favourite colour. way to go!!
but yeah, i felt really bad the past week because i wasn't able to contribute my best to freshman camp as orientation group leader. was just struggling to survive the camp, much less rara and rally an entire bunch of year ones. apologies to everyone, particularly the freshmen in group david and co-leader Joy for being less active than my usual self. thank God for Joy. you're the girl.
and then post camp there was commencement, which i felt i really made a mess of and totally want to forget about. didn't help i had one of my sleepless nights the night before, and was promptly made ATL at my first session of commencement. sigh.
and didnt help all my non-army friends have graduated, and some of them, with like 1st class honours. wah liewz. envious. and it makes me wonder again if i am underachieving academically.
but i am glad to say, from now on i have my holidays back. give me a few days, and i'll recover from all the ordeal of the past week or so. thanks everybody.
in other matters module timetabling is out. and i just realised because i havent taken LSM1201 general physio, there is no way i am going to qualify for majoring for honours in general biology.
unless i fly to germany, and delay my graduation.
so i guess that settles it. i am going germany by default after all.
and in order to pursue my german dream, and still major in honours for general biology and minor in religious studies, here are the modules i absolutely have to take next semester.
LSM 1201- general physiology
LSM 3251- ecology and environmental processes
LSM 3231- protein structure and function
LSM 3212- human physiology- cardiopulmonary system
LAG 4201- german 5
PH 2211- philosophy of religion
that amounts to a grand total of 14 hours of lecture, 12 hours of lab and 3 hours of tutorial per week. not to mention that all 6 are examinable modules.
and if you are an NUS student and are reading this and intend to bid for any of the modules, please please change your mind so that i have less competition during CORS bidding. I absolutely have to get these 6 modules to keep all my dreams alive. for my sake?
and speaking of exchange, i really hope the germany side doesn't mess up my application, now that the fate of my major balances in their hands.
but at least i know the NUS side is still in the loop of my application. they just emailed bugging me about my incomplete study plan and asked for a certificate of financial resources. i can't understand why they need a certificate of financial resources, especially since badenwurttemburg has approved my scholarship grant and i'll be partly sponsered by the german state government.
this has been an extremely self centred and myopic blogpost, but my random rambling has been therapeutic. hehz.
